Hot- Springs. On days like these, when skies are so clear in monsoon mornings, that rain reckons itself inevitably at nights. On days like these when I can't take any more leaps of faith. I keep raincoat with me, and a handkerchief. (I can't borrow yours now.) Just in case. What if it rained? What if I cried? While I paddle through cold fuzzy roads in the evenings to buy veggies for a hot-soup. On days like these, when I'm not haunted by pungent memories of having you once, and foreign longings to have you back.. In a colder place, of a calmer region where my inner being dwells relentlessly, I still find a hot shower and a wild river, fluttering backwards, reaching towards you. Days like these. #you #vastness #yqlove