My Dear, Why is life so cruel to me? I'm not ready, so not ready...to let you go. At times I feel frustrated,angry and torn Diabolical thoughts crept into me like, "Why you and why not me? ". Sometimes,my sinister side got the better of me and I got jealous of you. For you got to escape this hateful world and leave me broken with liabilities I never dreamt I would have. Often times I feel that life is too unfair Like I don't care about anything at all; Like its the end of the world. Other times I think I could take it, For God knows what's best, and He has a better plan. I've tried not to shed a tear ne'er again, For I know you'll suffer no more For you are the lucky one Staying by the Saviour's side Enjoying in the heavenly abode. I've tried not to shed a tear again, For I need to have a happy face for the Children's sake and act strong even when I'm not. I'll keep safe those tears to supplant them with tears of joy the day we will be united. Till then, may you watch over us from above. I miss you. 1#tribute to my husband#
