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She always said," I am fine" How could she say,"

 She always said," I am fine"
 How could she say,"It hurts"
 To cover her expression
 She put all her efforts,
 She suppressed her fear
 She suppressed her anger 
 She served smile with severe pain,
 She managed to shine even in the rain,
 She smiled to beguile,all futile,
 Her feelings get exposed
 She is lying immotile
 She survived the pain, that she thought,
 No, so it was not, Now it is Cancer,
 Longstanding hurt, Suppressed anger
 She hid all her life
 Just a thought, She was not good enough,
 Neither as a mother Nor as a Wife.. So many questions.. she lives with..
   How can I speak out my heart?
   How can I put myself first?
   How can I blast before them?
  Are they right? but how can I  question them?
  I am emotionally hurt. It's ok. I have to look after      my kids. I have to take care of my home.
 She is good. She is great for my family.Her image has overshadowed my presence, my being, my motherhood. I am not good enough neither as wife nor as a mother.
 She always said," I am fine"
 How could she say,"It hurts"
 To cover her expression
 She put all her efforts,
 She suppressed her fear
 She suppressed her anger 
 She served smile with severe pain,
 She managed to shine even in the rain,
 She smiled to beguile,all futile,
 Her feelings get exposed
 She is lying immotile
 She survived the pain, that she thought,
 No, so it was not, Now it is Cancer,
 Longstanding hurt, Suppressed anger
 She hid all her life
 Just a thought, She was not good enough,
 Neither as a mother Nor as a Wife.. So many questions.. she lives with..
   How can I speak out my heart?
   How can I put myself first?
   How can I blast before them?
  Are they right? but how can I  question them?
  I am emotionally hurt. It's ok. I have to look after      my kids. I have to take care of my home.
 She is good. She is great for my family.Her image has overshadowed my presence, my being, my motherhood. I am not good enough neither as wife nor as a mother.

So many questions.. she lives with.. How can I speak out my heart? How can I put myself first? How can I blast before them? Are they right? but how can I question them? I am emotionally hurt. It's ok. I have to look after my kids. I have to take care of my home. She is good. She is great for my family.Her image has overshadowed my presence, my being, my motherhood. I am not good enough neither as wife nor as a mother. #Woman #cancer #Hiding #Unawareness