I didn't want a life like this and I take the blame for my debacle. Like millions before me, I will perish from the face of this planet. We know that we are all mortals but that doesn't stop us from living. Yet I have chosen this path because I do not deserve to live here. (read in caption) It hasn't been a fruitful journey and I don't wish to continue. My painful present is consistent with my dull and lacklustre past. My dear muse! Won't you forgive me for not keeping my promise? My apologies for disappointing you and belying your hopes. I'm not a coward but I can't continue to live in this manner. Taking one's own life is not child's play and it takes a lot of courage. I have made up my mind and it's a matter of days before I leave. Let me embrace death! Oh Life! release me from your suffocating hug! I didn't want a life like this and I take the blame for my debacle. Like millions before me, I will perish from the face of this planet.
