I've failed because of my laziness, My procastination has costed me much, My failure to keep up my word is anothercause, For the state and dismay that im in. Thoughts and ideas have always brewn in, But the soul to cultivate isnt active, Promises and speeches were spoken alot, But nothing till now has been avail. I unroll the red carpet for it, Like welcoming a long awaited guest, I sink my self in doom and dismay, knowing that im the cause for it. Always knew i could do better, But the mind says one the heart another, A constant turbulance in the elements of life, To find a balance between those two sides. But i write this warble not as a vain slump, To my mom, to my lil one, To my twin and to my twirl, That i will be the one you always wanted to be, A diamond amongst the coals of life. #will #suceed
