DEAD TO ME!!!!! I killed you off Sometimes we get so used to having people in our lives that letting them go even when they hurt us becomes really hard. Being a really toxic person is one thing...but being toxic, ungrateful,a liar,a thief , abusive , disrespectful...!! Having so many undesired traits bottled up in one human is worse than moving in a field of poison ivy. Having such a person around keeps you on edge! It drains you....takes up all the oxygen & life in you You were to me,worse than all those nightmares cause while you featured in all of them,I was sure I would wake up. But you...you were real Always around like a shadow, watching me Like a ghost ,haunting me!! At every turn I saw you. BUT NOT ANYMORE. You see,when you realize that you have options and the ability to use them, your set free. When I learned that I had that power..I felt like a jail bird out of it's cage. I was free . I killed you off.. I dug a grave,hit you on the head & dragged you to it. I knew you weren't dead yet I wanted you to feel the life leaving your body so that you know just how I felt all those times you dragged me by my hair. And hit my head against the wall. I wanted to cut off all your limbs & make you beg me for help For all those times I was left at your mercy In my head...I desired & did all that. But morality,and humanity... I didn't want to be like you. I didn't want to recreate the scene in which you had killed my dog,I was just 9 but you didn't care Took it's life with a hammer to the head!! I didn't want to be like you... didn't want to take a life though honestly yours was always of less value than that of a dog. Still. It wasn't worth it Having your filthy blood on my hands. Losing my humanity as you lost your life You weren't worth it When people ask what happened I can say your dead. Cause at least in my head,in my heart I killed you off And when they ask about the grave I can always comfortably say.. *"Beasts are left out in the field to rot,no proper burial was necessary for this one either"* Toxic people cant live without prey.. it slowly & painfully kills them You have the power to do what To move on & well kill them off They'll still be alive somewhere...but at least...they be DEAD TO YOU #take charge
