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White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-169 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOH

White SOMETHING I LOOK AT-169
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

I fall asleep and get up 
only to find me
in abysmal slumber once more.
I feel fed up with myself and
things happening around 
only to find me deeply engrossed little later 
I lived and died enjoyed and endured,
spent the whole of my time 
moving forward and going back
without accelerating and understanding life,
its relationship with cause, space and time.
I spent my whole life without understanding its purpose., without realising
that life is a conundrum.
Life has been 
one step forward 
one step backward and
I am where I was long back 

Everything around changed 
but I remained the same 
enjoying and enduring life without understanding its purpose and meaning.
At times, I feel... a dry desert is  pervading within me, at times , I see an ever green forest is growing  within me...
I feel confused ....
try to search the fountain  of bliss deep inside 

Life has been a meaningless endeavour 
in pursuit of nothing 
I returned back 
where I started long long a go
accomplishing nothing in the process 
only to see the entire life consumed in a movement forward and backward
from high to low, from darkness to light and light to darkness.... 
this movement is nothing but a riddle.

Smruti Ranjan Mohanty©
India
29. 4. 2022

©Smruti Ranjan Mohanty
  #GoodMorning SOMETHING I LOOK AT-169
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

I fall asleep and get up 
only to find me
in abysmal slumber once more.
I feel fed up with myself and
things happening around

#GoodMorning SOMETHING I LOOK AT-169 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY I fall asleep and get up only to find me in abysmal slumber once more. I feel fed up with myself and things happening around #Life

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