On lazy monsoon afternoons, you know the usual romantic and nostalgic setup, I plug in my earphones and I try reduce the volume to the silent chaos all the stares direct at me.
The usual.
I don't usually leave my playlist on shuffle mode.
Too afraid that a song, from a past, may be distant or not so distant, will fuck over my brain totally.
It will drown me in my sorry little pool of embarrassing anxiety attacks, my social awkwardness scenarios and of course, my conversations with people.
It doesn't matter if I would like these erased from my memory or not.
I simply wouldn't want them to interfere in this present that I've taken a lot of trouble to make me comfortable.
It's all the usual. #yourquote#yqbaba#yqtales#yqquotes#Rantings#yqpoem
