I wish I could be like those people who don’t bottle up their feelings. Just because I’m scared of how others will think of me, I keep everything to myself. I wish I can adopt the “I don’t care what you think of me” attitude, but I can’t. No matter how hard I try, deep down, I care. I care about every single person I interact with, and if I detect even a slight change in their demeanour, it worries me so much so that I lose sleep to it. Feel insecure about it, feel as though there is something that is lacking in me. I want to be treated the way I treat people. I want to feel important to the people who are important to me. I want to be treasured like how I cherish them, but then why do I constantly feel as though I’m not enough? Why? I’m trying. I’m trying so much to be better that it hurts. -Maskedfeelingx Conflicted thoughts and emotions. 😟 . . . #thoughts #emo #thoughtoftheday #friendship #love #bottledfeelings #maskedfeelings
