When I pretend like I'm feeling nothing at the same moment my emotion are walking above the clouds.
I'm really jealous of people who can go out to eat & travel , go to movies with friends & late night hangouts and things like that .
These things are really special to me because I find them very hard to do as I never do such things because I don't have a lot of friends . People around me do such things and when they talk about their experiences they feel very happy .
May be it's easy but for me it's not .
So those things are special and as well as very hard to me . I envy others because of that .
I think we gain as much as we lose , we suffer and vice-versa . It's a loss of the ordinary that has been biggest change .
Whereas what is special to others is very ordinary to me that's why I always told people around me to appreciate everything even the ordinary , specially the ordinary !!
Such lill" and ordinary things make me happy , make me feel like love , make me feel like different , make me feel like universe . #Struggle#yqbaba#yqtales#loveyourself#betherealyou#yqaestheticthoughts
