I am a messed up creation... The sorrow inside me always overpowers my emotions... Now I totally believe that I am a messed up creation... Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve to be alive... Somtimes I feel like why I am living this life... Sometimes I get carried away by my stressful thoughts... And then I get amazed also when I get some happiness that life sometimes bought... Yes I know the past always bring some grief and pains... And I should not hold on to them to be sane... But what can I do of the memories which always make me go insane... I don't even know why I am crying but I cry like intense rain... I always tell others don't punish yourself ever... But When I go through my life from past till date I see that I had and I am still punishing myself forever... I don't know what I am writing....and why I am feeling suffocated agaiN💔 #स्नेह_के_साथी #yqdidi #yqbaba #yqenglishpoetry #mywritingmywords #mywritingmythoughts #yqenglish #messedup
