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White A LOOK AT LIFE-58 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

White A LOOK AT LIFE-58
BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

      MISTAKE OF A LIFE

I know not
how many minutes and hours,
days, months and years,
I have spent in meaningless pursuits
in proving myself, in proving I am not at par
but head and shoulder above others.
I know not
how many times I turned my back
to truth and bliss.
How many times I failed to understand
love and it's beauty,
someone's tears, sacrifices, hours of waiting 
and longing for me.

I know
hardly I lived my life for me.
It was for those significant others
whom I valued the most
in seeking their appreciation and recognition
who themselves achieved nothing,
lived the whole of their lives in illusion
in a pseudo world with pseudo greatness
and pseudo satisfaction

I lived a life
in acquiring pelf and power,
laurels and accolades
adding to my inflated ego,
proving before others 
I am unique and different and don't belong 
to the same species to which others belong

My Lord!
How far away I am from me, 
from my life and it's beauty?
How futile is that life
which is shaped and designed,
not by how one is, but
by how others view and assess it.
I achieved nothing.
What one achieves
by running away from his own,
family, friends and relations,
by alienating from the inner being
forgetting life and its purpose,
playing all the while to the galleries?

If life means running away from oneself,
from truth and bliss.
If life is an endeavour in pursuit 
of appreciation and recognition,
in chasing a mirage 
which goes away farther and farther
Forgive me! My Lord 
I don't need one more.

Smruti Ranjan Mohanty©
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BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY

      MISTAKE OF A LIFE

I know not
how many minutes and hours,
days, months and years,

#Sad_shayri A LOOK AT LIFE-58 BY-SMRUTI RANJAN MOHANTY MISTAKE OF A LIFE I know not how many minutes and hours, days, months and years, #Poetry

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