You can't even begin to realise the hurt you have give me. Each day. Each hour. Each second of a minute. But I embrace all with a smile. I keep it to myself. I don't word it out. So that you don't get hurt. So that you know you have me who will stay no matter what. So that you know that I'm not like the rest. I wanted to. I threw away my self respect. I threw away my pride. I threw away my ego. I went along with the tide. But time and again you proved me wrong. You proved my faith in you as baseless. You just went and showed me why everyone else leaves. Why they can't stay. I see now. It's not them. It's you. And it'll always be you. I got hit with a bad full of disappointment and it hurts to be betrayed. I thought you were forever. But you were a lesson. But you snatched my power to open up to others again. And for that. You will never be forgiven. Yours, The one you destroyed. Yours, The one you destroyed
