Forever lost in a sea Of self hatred, doubt, and misery I turn to the only thing That makes me feel free And in this darkened room My eyes struggle to see The bleak future Lying in wait for me I drink and drink and drink Until the colors fade to be. I drink to forget Abysmal reality. They say you can achieve anything But it's worse if you try They'll make you believe anything The bitter truth of a lie Forever lost in a sea Of self hatred, doubt, and misery I turn to the only thing That makes me feel free And in this darkened room My eyes struggle to see The bleak future Lying in wait for me