Today is the day I lost my dad about 15years ago but still this wound hasn't healed. Everytime I try to make myself strong for today I feel the gush of tears and emotions I was trapped in that day when I stepped out of that hospital and couldn't reach the hospital due to that stupid traffic jam when he took his last breath waiting for me. I am so sorry dad couldn't be your best friend when you needed me. I hope you are enjoying your time whereever your soul is..Love you and miss you every moment. R.I.P. dad..you are always in my heart. And here is something I wrote for you.. ----------------------------- The word 'Love' is yet undefined offset of hidden thoughts. But my dear Dad, your intrusion, detention, values the most in the mist of darkness and Take from your heart the boundless desolation! Hold all old memories in a barren land; Close over time, beyond imagination? Does the first sense or has the new endeavor, Softly the free spirit with its strange content? Behind an artful hope, to live forever To grace your spirit in its smooth ascent. Take the sweet boon from this celestial hour! Wait the celestial music! To your power Take from your fragrant branches the sweet flower? Does the lost sense or stays the certain hour? If it should be a vision and a power Make the brief glory of a perfect hour; Sleep in the shadow as a mad old tower, Roar through the soul to that enchanted power ©Jashan fatta Today is the day I lost my dad about 15 years ago but still this wound hasn't healed. Everytime I try to make myself strong for today I feel the gush of tears and emotions I was trapped in that day when I stepped out of that hospital and couldn't reach the hospital due to that stupid traffic jam when he took his last breath waiting for me. I am so sorry dad couldn't be your best friend when you needed me. I hope you are enjoying your time whereever your soul is..Love you and miss you every moment. R.I.P. dad..you are always in my heart. And here is something I wrote for you.. ----------------------------- The word 'Love' is yet undefined offset of hidden thoughts. But my dear Dad, your intrusion, detention, values the most in the mist of darkness and Take from your heart the boundless desolation! Hold all old memories in a barren land;
