I'm so afraid of not knowing what to do when love leaves. Nobody not even you knew how terrified it was when you walked out of my life and all I whispered was "stay". Your absence is so loud,love. It is so loud that they can see how miserable I am since you left. I'm again embracing all the toxic parts you helped me to scrub off .. I am again pushing myself into darkness I once was afraid of. But I can never let you stay I cannot even look back and ask you.....why?? #love #leaves #why #yqbaba #yqtales
