I love myself differently. I sometimes sleep late and let myself have chitchats with someone who is able to lessen the heavy storms in my mind. I sometimes ignore the pile of work loads in my hands and walk away to find peace. I set countless alarms and slept with them all. I make myself jealous of other people's lives just to fuel my determination more. I call myself sexy whenever I laugh so hard that tears come to my eyes and whenever I cry so hard while watching movies until the end of the credits. I call myself beautiful whenever I ace an exam, rather than the days I wore make up . And I give my heart warm happiness by simply giving happiness to others. The way I spoil myself might be somehow toxic, but these things work for me. They magically keep me sane. / ©purvarth #लाइफ़