Why is life so cruel to me? I'm not ready, so not ready...to let you go. At times I feel frustrated,angry and torn Diabolical thoughts crept into me like,"Why you and why not me? ".Sometimes,my sinister side got the better of me and I got jealous of you. For you got to escape this hateful world and leave me broken with liabilities I never dreamt I would have. Often times I feel that life is too unfair.Like I don't care about anything at all;Like its the end of the world.Other times I think I could take it, for God knows what's best, and He has a better plan. I've tried not to shed a tear ne'er again, For I know you'll suffer no moreFor you are the lucky one Staying by the Saviour's sideEnjoying in the heavenly abode. I've tried not to shed a tear again, For I need to have a happy face for the Children's sake and act strong even when I'm not. I'll keep safe those tears to supplant them with tears of joy the day we will be united. Till then, may you watch over us from above. I miss you. Dear Love, I let you take care of me when I'm not sober. That's the highest form of compliment I, a victim of hyper independence can offer. #letters #fearlove #postman #lewrimo #postmandiaries #25days25letters #YourQuoteAndMine Collaborating with YourQuote Postman Collaborating with YourQuote Baba