I don't know when but I stopped caring About the mess I left behind Juggling my consciousness and memories Somewhere down the line I stopped living in the moment Amidst all the chaos I kept straining my ears Just so I could revel in the all so familiar cacophony Of silences and silent stares Somehow with the anxiety I kept inside I forgot to smile The urge to make my imagination come true, It took on me so bad but when did it happen? I don't know when I don't know how But I stopped caring About me. #lost #lostsoul #anxiety #quietude #yqbaba #rantings #rant