PAINED...... She opened her arm wide. Out to me,but I couldn't slide. In between, so I cry. Why being pushed away whenever I try. I hope this yearning will fade away. One day,when I go faraway. I'm just a topping. In her rice pudding. Seem important, yet so flimsy. My excuses are lame. But I still wish for her all the same. Have I ever told you a story. Of how I lived in fantasy. Of being in her world,so exciting. But waking up to reality. Truth strike me hard and cut me deep. I wish to be gone,so I took a leap. But here I am with her again My heart is rooted with her,but I'm in pain. Is it wise for me to stay. Or go away,which should I obey? ...For my emotions are tangled in the web of Pained. Omoniyi Wasiu Abiodun. © Jan,2020. #pained.