Dear Ex, : I don’t want to barf out my emotions and create a heartfelt letter to tell you how timidly educative our relationship was. : Dear Ex, Is it me or my emotional bandwidth, which has grown while staying away from you? Either way I have planned to unravel a little string of thought every now and then so that it feels I have threaded it down to nothingness. I don’t want to barf out my emotions and create a heartfelt letter to tell you how timidly educative our relationship was. I just want to drop a thank you note here to gratify making me realize that sometimes selefishness is necessary to really know what you need. Moreover, whatever we have been through at least our pitch was same, just not when you thought looking the oter way was better. Now that I try to stay in other people’s lives I wait to see what their reactions to me are, and not in a monkey-behind-the-glass way; but like sitting-and-seeing-my-toe-wiggle way. Now that I am here, I appreciate the behaviours inculcated in me, only the good ones, or rather the ones I agree to. The rest is white noise, and ever so slowly you are becoming a white, and black flickering unknown pixelated part of it.
