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Asima Panigrahi

me shayar nehi hun bas dill ki jajbateein ko lafzo mei bayan karti hun

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Asima Panigrahi

ନୂଆ ସକାଳ ଆସେ ନୂଆ ସ୍ବପ୍ନ ନେଇ
କିଛି ଭଲ ହେବାର ପତ୍ରିଶୃତି ଦେଇ
ଫିକା ଜୀବନ ରେ ରଙ୍ଗ ଭରିବା ପାଇଁ
ଜୀବହିନ ବୃକ୍ଷ ରେ ପାଣି ଦେବା ପାଇଁ
କିନ୍ତୁ  ପୁଣି ଚାଲି ଯାଏ ନିରାଶ କରି
ଯେମିତି ସୂର୍ଯ୍ୟ ଲୁଚି ଯାଏ ରାତି କୁ ଡରି

ଠିକ    ସେମିତି
ରାତି ଆସେ ଅନ୍ଧକାର ସହ 
ମିଞ୍ଜି ମିଞ୍ଜି ଆଲୁଅ ନେଇ
ସାଥୀ ରେ ଚାନ୍ଦ ଆଉ ତାରକାର ମେଳ ନେଇ
ରଜନିଗନ୍ଧା ରେ ସ୍ମୁତି କୁ ମହକାଇବା ପାଇଁ
ଅତୀତ ର ରଚନା କୁ ପୁଣି 
ଶବ୍ଦର ଗନ୍ଥା ଘରେ ସଜେଇବା ପାଇଁ

ମନ ରେ ହଜାର ଭାବନା ଜମାଟ ହୁଏ
ଯୋଉ ଭାବନା ଟି ନିଜର ଲାଗେ
ତା ସହ କବି ପ୍ରେମ କରେ ରାତି ଘଡିକ ପାଇଁ
ସେଇ ଭାବନା କୁ ଜୀବନ ଦେବା ପାଇଁ 
ଏତିକି ରେ ରାତି ଶେଷ ହୁଏନି
ଭାବନା କୁ ଜୀବନ ଦେବା ପାଇଁ ପୁଣି ସେ
ହଜିଯାଏ ଶବ୍ଦର ରଣ ଭୂମି ରେ 

ହଜାରେ ଶବ୍ଦ କୁ ଗୁନ୍ଥି ସୃଷ୍ଟି କରେ ଏକ ଉକ୍ତି
କଲମ ରେ ବାର ବାର ହତ୍ୟା କରି ଚାଲେ ସେ କାଗଜ କୁ
କାଗଜ ର ପ୍ରତେକ ରକ୍ତ ବିନ୍ଦୁ 
ବ୍ୟକ୍ତ କରେ ତା ଅକୁହା ଯନ୍ତ୍ରଣାକୁ
ପାହି ଯାଏ ରାତି ସରେନା ବ୍ୟଥା , ଆଖି ମିଞ୍ଜି ମିଞ୍ଜି
କରି ଚାଲି ଯାଏ ସେ ମିଛ ପ୍ରତିଶ୍ରୁତି ଭରା 
ସକାଳ କୁ କରି ଅପେକ୍ଷା

©Asima Panigrahi #leaf
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Asima Panigrahi

Right now I can't be the strongest and happiest version of myself. It's very difficult for me to meet the world with a fake smile and act like everything is alright, knowing nothing is right. 
It's  feels like hell to hang out with my friends when mentally I don't want to be with them. when i meet people i try to behave like normal but it shows i'm mental. I smile and walk everyday ,people think damn how she is lucky. But i only know I am totally broken inside walk with a fake smiles speak with blank minds . I suffer from maintaining a normal life I am afraid to share my sadness because everyone will laugh if they find out that everything is abnormal.Everyday I wake up thinking something will change but the only change is that my pain is increasing.  I can't bear this pain, now it's very heavy. My happiness has left me from the beginning, now i have just pain and sorrow , these things are burning me everyday. eyes has stopped dreaming, mind has stop thinking now only the heartbeat has to stop. I have fought a lot with this battle of life, now only one death is needed. Now some people will think that how am I a coward who wants death , i want to say there is no option for me, i tried tried and now i am tired. I wonder should I end all this . Oh lord! why did you make my life like this. Oh my dear death just tell me will you come to me or i will commit suicide

©Asima Panigrahi

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Asima Panigrahi

janti hu muskil hoga phir b mujhe Karna padega 
sab kuch chod kar ab age badhna padega 
tera pehela msg pehela mulaquat sab kuch bhul na padega 
tera jagah ab kisi aur ko dena padega
wo sairy bhi kisi aur ke liye likhna padega 
wo dua bhi kisi aur ke liye mangna podega 
maaf kar dena ab me aur nehi kar sakti tera intijar 
kyun ki mujhe ab sab kuch chod ke age badhna padega Pari aggarwal♥️ Ayush Malu Rahul Jaiswal Safdar Khan Bizzy Boyfire

Pari aggarwal♥️ Ayush Malu Rahul Jaiswal Safdar Khan Bizzy Boyfire

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Asima Panigrahi

yes she is my alarm 
 she is my doctor
she is my first teacher 
she is my motivator 
she is my inspiration 
she is my mentor 
she is my power 
she is my supporter 
yes she is my mother Dev maurya Safdar Khan Rahul Jaiswal Bizzy Boyfire Ayush Malu

Dev maurya Safdar Khan Rahul Jaiswal Bizzy Boyfire Ayush Malu

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Asima Panigrahi

kasur bas itni ki me ek ladki thi Safdar Khan Rahul Jaiswal Bizzy Boyfire Ayush Malu Pari aggarwal♥️

Safdar Khan Rahul Jaiswal Bizzy Boyfire Ayush Malu Pari aggarwal♥️

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Asima Panigrahi

ae zindegi thak gyi hun ab mera hisab tu karde 
aur zimedariyan mere se nehi hoga mujhe maff karde 
aur nehi reh sakti ish jhuti duniya me 
jahan insan he insan se jalta hey 
jaha ladkiyon ko mall nam se bulaya ja rha hey 
jahan massom ki balktar ho rha hey 
aur usi gunhegar ko duniya me jine ka haq mil rha hey 
aur nehi reh sakti ish jhuti duniya me 
jahan Durga puja mei mitti ka puja ho rha hey 
aur baki ke din aurat ke upar atyachar ho rha hey 
bohuon ko paise ke lalaj me zinda jalaya ja rha hey 
ladki ko duniya dekhne se pehle dafnaya ja rha hey 
aur nehi reh sakti ish jhuti duniya me jahan me 
jahan kimti sirf Paisa ka hey 
aur baki sab valueless hey 
jahan ishq ke naam pe apni hawas puri ho rha hey 
aur ristey ki nam pe apni zarurat puri kiya ja rha hey 
jahan tanhayi me dubne ke bad bhi hansna padta hei 
zindegi ko jine ke liye roz neya neya natak Karna padta hei 
ab mujhe pata chal gya hey yeah zindegi ek drama hey 
yahan hum log sirf ek ek kalekar hey 
pata chal gya hey Ab
zindegi me sath  chalne ke liye char hazar hath milega 
aur ant me sath chalne ke liye sirf char kandhe bachega

©Asima Panigrahi Rahul Jaiswal Suraj Verma Priyanka Mohapatro Sandip Gadimor Manish Bora (Mansh)

Rahul Jaiswal Suraj Verma Priyanka Mohapatro Sandip Gadimor Manish Bora (Mansh) #poem

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Asima Panigrahi

Wo pal bhi kitna ajeeb tha Jab me neend me dub gyi thi Phir bhi mujhe sajaya ja rha tha 
ankho me nami le kar bade gam se mujhe nahlaya ja rha tha 
Mere har apne mere pas the ush wakt phir bhi najane kyun sabke ankhe mere liye ro rha tha 
jise kobhi meri kadar nehi  tha wo bhi aj sab ko puch rha hai use kya Hua tha
meri maa bhi kyun hairan thi mujhe sote hue dekh kar jise ek din bada chain mil rhi thi mujhe sulaya kar
najane kese aj mere dhadkan ki abaz nehi ayi jab wo mere pas a rha tha
me bhi ghabra gyi thi yeah dekh kar tab ek abaz aya 
tumhe ab Jana hoga ish zindegi ko chod kar tut gyi thi mei phir bhi bada sukoon mil rha tha 
khuda jo mere bachpan ko mujhe lota diya tha mujhe phirse bachon ke jese kandhe me uthaya ja rha tha 
dhire dhire sab kuch khatam hone wala tha jab mere apno ke haton me hi mujhe dafnaya ja rha tha Rahul Jaiswal Ayush Malu Bizzy Boyfire Suraj Verma Priyanka Mohapatro

Rahul Jaiswal Ayush Malu Bizzy Boyfire Suraj Verma Priyanka Mohapatro

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Asima Panigrahi

जनाब कशूर  बस इतना था कि पेट के लिए दो रोटी चुरा लिया ओर तुम सब अपनी इंसानियत ही खो दिया Suraj Verma Sandip Gadimor Miss.Shalvi Singh (Meer) Musher Ali  Priyanka Mohapatro

Suraj Verma Sandip Gadimor Miss.Shalvi Singh (Meer) Musher Ali Priyanka Mohapatro

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Asima Panigrahi

usually I am fine but my heart beat tells me that my heart misses you Suraj Verma Sandip Gadimor گمنام محبت . tanha💞 zindgi}🌹℅ xtylish}  Miss.Shalvi Singh (Meer) Musher Ali

Suraj Verma Sandip Gadimor گمنام محبت . tanha💞 zindgi}🌹℅ xtylish} Miss.Shalvi Singh (Meer) Musher Ali

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Asima Panigrahi

I will live in my writing work forever Sandip Gadimor Suraj Verma Pavan Gupta Rakesh Kumar Himanshu (Meer) Musher Ali

Sandip Gadimor Suraj Verma Pavan Gupta Rakesh Kumar Himanshu (Meer) Musher Ali

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