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Papu

(THE PANG OF A FORBIDDEN CHILD)
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"Congrats !! You're going to be a father again"- I heard this, mother was telling to my father. That day, I felt my existence for the first time. Yes, I'm an embryo now !

"A little brother is coming to our home & you'll play with him, take care of him" - they said to my sister affectionately. My sister was so happy with this news & so was I. When would these ten months pass & I'd be able to see this world ? I was desperately waiting for that day. Mother was being taken care by father & whenever she wanted to eat anything that was being brought, because her food was my nutrition. In between these; the first trimester had passed & I was in the second trimester, where I could feel my heart beating. My tiny fingers, toes & brain were in the developmental stage.

So mother was taken to the hospital for checkup. An ultrasound was done & in a feeble tone my father asked the doctor about my gender. The doctor first shouted & hesitated to say but after being requested so much; he said, "She's is girl". I was overwhelmed with joy when I knew this because one day I could be a proud daughter, a future mother, someone's soulmate & things like that. 

Father brought mother, back to home. And after returning from the hospital, I noticed that the faces of my parents had turned pale. Mother didn't eat properly & so I didn't get sufficient nutrition as I was dependent only on her food. After a couple of days, mother was again taken to the doctor & laid on the operation table. Few minutes later, for the first time I felt as if my secure home turned to be the centre of a whirlwind. Just like the spices in a grinder jar, my limbs were first sliced and then reduced to pulp. Along with that my dream too was crushed. But still I was wondering what exactly was happening there ?

Out of extreme pain finally my heartbeat stopped & after few moments I found myself in the dustbin, with a bundle of flesh and blood; devoid of dream, light & life. 

"But what was my fault" ? "Why was I killed" ? The questions still remained unanswered ! #FemaleFoeticide #Child #abortion #Hospital #Nojoto #English #Life #SaveGirlChild
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Papu

"SHE" and "I"

When words run dry,
            She does not try
             Nor do I

We are on par

She just "is",
          I just "am"
       And We just "are" #love #unexpressed #nojotolove #nojotoenglish #nojoto #pronouns #uniquelove
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Papu

ସ୍ୱାର୍ଥପର ଏ ସଂସାର ସବୁଠି ଖାଲି ଛଳନା
ମନଖୋଲା ହସ ଟିକେ ଖୋଜିଲେ ଏଠି ମିଳେନା
କେହି ନୁହେଁ ଶତ୍ରୁ ଏଠି ନୁହେଁ କେହି ମିତ୍ର
ମାୟା ସଂସାରର ମାୟା ବଡ଼ ଅଟଇ ବିଚିତ୍ର
ଶତ୍ରୁ ମିତ୍ର ସବୁ ମୂଳେ ଅଛି ଆତ୍ମ ସ୍ୱାର୍ଥ
କାର୍ଯ୍ୟ କାଳେ ରଙ୍ଗ ଢ଼ଙ୍ଗ ଏକା ହୁଅଇ ଚିତ୍ରିତ #ଓଡିଆ #self #illusionaryworld #friend_foe #nojoto #odia

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Papu

ज़्यादा बड़े सपने नहीं थे मेरे
बस थोड़ी सी ही ख्वाहिश थी

शायद किस्मत ने ही हार मान ली
वरना मेरी तरफ से तो पूरी कोशिश थी #dream #wish #fate #loser #pessimism #shayari #nojoto #nojotohindi
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Papu

Congrats !! You're going to be a father again" - I heard this, mother was telling to my father. That day, I felt my existence for the first time. Yes, I'm an embryo now !

"A little brother is coming to our home & you'll play with him, take care of him" - they said to my sister affectionately. My sister was so happy with this news & so was I. When would these ten months pass & I'd be able to see this world ? I was desperately waiting for that day. Mother was being taken care by father & whenever she wanted to eat anything that was being brought because her food was my nutrition. In between these; the first trimester had passed & I was in the second trimester phase, where I could feel my heartbeat for the very first time. My tiny fingers, toes & brain were in the developmental stage.

So mother was taken to the hospital for checkup. An ultrasound was done & in a feeble tone my father asked the doctor about my gender. The doctor first shouted & hesitated to say but after being forced he said, "She's is girl child". I was overwhelmed with joy because I could be a proud daughter, a future mother, someone's soulmate & things like that. 

Father brought mother, back to home. And after returning from the hospital, I noticed that the faces of my parents had turned pale. Mother didn't eat properly & I also didn't get the sufficient food as I was dependent only on her food. After a couple of days, mother was again taken to the doctor & laid on the operation table. Few minutes later, for the first time I felt as if my secure home turned to be the centre of a whirlwind. Just like the spices in a grinder jar, my limbs were first sliced and then reduced to pulp. Along with that my dream too was crushed. But still I was wondering what exactly was happening there ?

Out of extreme pain finally my heartbeat stopped & after few moments I found myself in the dustbin, with a bundle of flesh and blood; devoid of dream, light & life. 

"But what was my fault" ? "Why was I killed" ? Is it just because I was a girl ? #foeticide #story 

#Save #GirlChild #Nojoto
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Papu

Once a poet wrote a beautiful love poem & he made several copies of that. He sent that to his friends including both men & women, and also to a young woman whom he had met but once. That lady's village was in the mountains, few miles away from the poet's residence.

The poem was well appreciated & within a couple of days a letter was sent to the poet by that woman saying, "Let me assure you, I'm deeply touched by the love song which you have written for me & in the passionate way you've shown your love. Come now & talk to my parents so that we can make arrangements for the betrothal."

And the poet replied to the letter, "Don't be serious my friend, it was just a song of love out of a poet's heart which is sung by almost every man to every woman. Don't take it the other way."

And for this she wrote again to him saying, "HYPOCRITE & LIAR in words !! From this day unto my coffin-day I shall hate all poets for your sake."


- (Papu) #Love #poet #liar #Nojoto
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Papu

If You can make then O Lord please make me a fresh Glass of water;
So that I'll be blessed to fill the thirst of a traveller in the hot summer.

I'm not praying You to make me the holy Ganga to wash away the sin;
Because I know I'm so impure in body & also very mean.

Do not make me the Ocean, so I may not be the reason of any shipwreck;
And I can be free from accusations & people won't curse me on my back.

If You want to make me Fire, then make me the flame of a kerosene lamp;
So that in the dark night a soldier can eat his dinner inside his camp.

Do not make me the fire of jungle which looks beautiful from some distance;
So I may not be accused of burning the animals & trees; I pray You in advance.

If You want then make me a gentle breeze;
So that I would be welcomed by all with ease.

I'll never appeal You to make me the air which people breathe;
So that they cannot blame me of cheating, after their death.

Don't make me the storm O Almighty,  someone's house may be destroyed;
As I do not want people to fear me & try to avoid.

As You brought me to this world, bless me with some good qualities;
So that after my death people will keep my good deeds in their memories.

- (Papu) #prayertogod #god #prayer #nojoto #nojotopoetry #nojotogod #nojotoverse
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Papu

(TO MY IMMORTAL GODDESS)
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Neither a word nor even a message;
You left us silently & took your voyage

Where did you go leaving us alone ?
By giving a painful wound to mourn

You must have sighed before you left;
But how we unfortunate will repay your debt ?

Everywhere your name was written in tears to offer you a salute;
But the home, street & road couldn't even pay you a tribute

Now the thorns of your memories & smile always hurt us;
Neither the pain gets healed nor we can stop our tears 

Although I cannot hear your voice & smile anymore
But I believe you'll always stay with us just like before

It's ok you'll not be visible to me with human eye
But whenever I'll talk to you in silence, your soul will surely reply

If possible O Almighty will you please pluck some heavenly flowers for me ?
And place them near my mother & say these are sent from your family

I'm waiting for the day to get a call from Heaven & get relief from this pain;
That day I'll surely run away to my mother & we will meet there again

Till then O Lord please take care of my immortal Goddess;
Never make her feel sad & tell her always to keep a smile on her face.


- Papu #mom #immortal_goddess #elegy #death #nojoto #nojotosad
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Papu

(ODE TO MY VILLAGE POND)
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                                               - (Papu Padhan)

O eternal beauty, how you remain so calm & still ?
Always undisturbed like a meditative saint's will.
You are a silent witness to the passing of time;
Also to birth & death synchronized in a rhyme.

My small village & its dreams are so immense;
Where emotions,passions thrive in a milieu dense.
Don't you feel curious when women reveal their secrets while bathing?
Don't you get irritated when children disturb you by swimming?

Many of us have come to you wiping our tears to seek solace;
You are also sometimes used as the young lovers' private space !
During the hot summer the grazing cattle come to drink your water;
After that they stop near the giant Banyan tree to take shelter.

Do my villagers' adult jokes provide you laughter & joy
Or their new story of love ever made you go coy ?
Do you enjoy the farmers' song when he sings in the nearby field ?
Or you feel scared when the thieves' plans of night stealing gets reveled ?

Don't you feel happy when a new bride comes to our village ?
Or don't you feel sad when our girls marry & leave the village ?
Do you celebrate when a new life is born ?
Or you also shed hidden tears when a life is forever gone ?

You are worshipped as our Water Goddess;
Because farming land irrigation is done through your grace.
But fishing & sewage has now polluted your crystal water;
Also the allegations of causing rashes & skin diseases are put on your shoulder !

Despite of that you have shown your affection to one and all;
Generations will come & go, but they will never see your downfall.
Beside your bank there is the grave & cremation ground;
Where my holy dead villagers at night praise you with a combined sound. #ode_to_my_village_pond #emotion #love #nature #nojoto #nojotoenglish
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Papu

#Joker You People Never Fail To Honour Me
Even Though I Laugh With Sardonic Glee

You Know What; Your Society Has Created Me
A Demon From Human;Who Was Once So Innocent & Free

But See, Now I Am A Hero To Those Who Are Tortured & Mute
A Rogue & Monster Who Was Once So Gentle & Cute

Your Society Never Understands When Someone Sings
Until They Are Pierced With His Poisonous Stings

Here They Take Goodness For Granted
And Make Gullible Hearts Hurt & Disenchanted

But Now They Know That I Am Beyond Their Control
Chaos With Anarchy Is My Only Goal

Now A Part Of Their World Worships My Insanity
Because They Know Pretended Goodness Is Just A Profanity

Hope That Your Society One Day Would Be In A Mood
To Genuinely Adore The Gentle & The Good

Till Then This Is My Night And This Is My Day
But I Will Never Forgive This World; Even If You May...

- (Papu) #joker #why_so_serious #villain #jokersnight #nojoto #nojotojoker
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