To the one who eta-hs me,
It's an uphill task to erase you from my mind. I put my heart and soul in this task and I fail at it just like how I flunk my school exams. You give me nightmares. Your presence in my dream is tantamount to my craving, to have ice-cream before my elocution contest. So, I left you just like that. I let you play in the swing-set that dances back and forth, every time, I meet sulci and gyri.
Intensely do I wish to spend a day with you, but clear the cloud of fancies before I think otherwise. Like you once said, the very thought of you gorging on my food and stealing all the books, leaves me numb. So, I prefer having touch with you like this. Through screen. Hope you too prefer the same.
Whenever I try to write you a letter, a ball from my belly comes up, gradually moves to the tip of my fingers and types according to its wish. What do I do? But it helps me. It covers my envy, vengeance, rudeness and all sort of evil characters I possess. Just because you're bad, I can't show my ugly side. Just because you're too good, I can't show my 'okay' side.
I'm stumbling now. I couldn't write more. But I don't want to stop. #yqbaba#longform#okaybye#yqpostman#yqletters#whimsicalloon#weetaheachother#poeticwhizkid
